first ever performance yesterday. met at studio at 5 plus, went through routine 2 times then had dinner at maxwell. supposed to reach there at 7.45 de but got delayed getting ready and last minute info about slight change of location. it's like some family week, community ge tai thingy.
the stage looks ok but dancing on it was horrible, especially with the turns and spins. almost fell down during the double spin for the shine. like wtf so unstable. feels like spinning on uneven, un-horizontal ground, like the planks beneath the carpet also moving with you. ended up quite close to the edge of the stage and unstable but lucky didn't fall off. sort of forgot the next half bar of shine cuz was so stunned/ shaken. during the choro even worse with all the turning. still feel like the planks are moving beneath when turning, like see saw, one end up, the other end down. almost fell twice, and feet got caught in the overlapped carpet once or twice also. a bit panic and wtf and 'please don't fall down'. hoped it didn't show on my face. saw the video xiao min took. we didn't look that bad, at least not as bad as i felt.
because of the horrible stage, cannot spin, rachel and jimmy did social dancing instead of their choro. i like the starting shine, so sexy. haha.
went union after that. not really a good dance night, felt sucky. and think my elbowing streak is returning again. =x so paiseh.
had supper and reach home about 3.45am. going huiting's house later then go training together. heavy rain now.. hope it stops before 1pm...
haiz. my sis watching mvp now. watching that makes me wish i had a bf. lol.
